To buy or not to buy? That is definitely not the question because of course you should always buy. Would you call buying four pairs of Uggs within a 1 ½ period an obsession? I wouldn’t. I would call it obsession more like appreciation for a good pair of boots. Also technically the last pair were leather ones so they should last a long time. Yes, yes, I know I’m just trying to make myself feel better about buying them and it worked I do feel better. Doesn’t take much to convince me. What is it about going shopping that can make your whole day better? I’ve been told I have a problem and should seek help, but I just love to go shopping. I pretty much like to shop for anything only on the rare occasion do I not enjoy shopping….

Man I can’t believe that summer is over and done with. Where did the time go? It doesn’t even feel like I really had a summer. Although I guess that’s what happens when you get older everything goes at warp speed just not in a good way…..I’m taking a personal finance class and I hate it. I’m done with school and I hate the whole concept of doing homework and taking tests. In fact during my lunch today I have to do my homework. How sucky is that? Totally sucky, I know. Its funny, but not that I hate my finance class, yet I work in a finance department. Numbers and me just don’t mix very well. We have a hate relationship okay yeah I know that sounded stupid because I don’t have a relationship with numbers….anyways I’ve been at my new job for over 6 months now and you know what the crazy thing is?......

Yeah I didn’t get to finish that thought the other day and I have no idea now what I was going to say probably nothing that important because majority of what I say just floats around in my brain for awhile and then disappears sometimes never to be seen again. That totally sounded like a kidnapping…..So yesterday I went to this class that talked about buying your first home or just buying a home in general and you know what I learned? That I need to save a lot more money before Jon and I can buy a house next year. If we can even really do that which I just don’t know if that can happen. There are so many extra costs that go along with buying a house that it is ridiculous…..So tonight is girl’s night. We are meeting at a place that has like 16 different kinds of hot chocolate. Of course for those who don’t like icky hot chocolate they have apple cider. Yum, yum. I’m trying to deal with my addiction to shopping. For example, my boots finally came in so I have to go pick them up, but I’m afraid that when I go I will also buy stuff when I’m there. I just don’t know how to stop wanting to buy clothes. Another thing that sucks is that it is still too warm to wear all the new clothes I have got recently. And yes I realize that this whole topic is pathetic that I’m complaining about a shopping addiction so yeah I’m just going to stop now and feel stupid (nothing new to me)……

I just got back from playing bingo at work and big surprise I didn’t win. It’s crazy though how disappointed you can get just because they didn’t call your number. And when I say disappointed I mean yelling out the numbers they should have called and pouting about how you were so close to winning. So very mature in a room full of “adults” and yes when I said that I started to move my hands in a quotation movement. All I can do now is sit and ponder my existence. Yeah right I’m gonna go listen to my Ipod, work, and hope the hours go by quickly…….